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My beautiful ashley! I miss you so very much ♡ As you may know,  things are definitely different now. Just like mentioned,  who would of thought right? But i guess everything happens for a reason sometimes..as much as we always hated "that saying". i only hope you continue to guide me & visit me more. I hope that was you yesterday as I visited you & put another pic & decorations up for you. I'll never go away my Ashaley..& I'll always remember you! It's been 6 years & i still cherish the memories I had with you & that time frame i was lucky enough to have you in our lives was the best memories ever! I meant it then, mean it now and will mean it for the rest of time....YOU ARE IRREPLACEABLE! The farris family love & miss you each and every day..especially today ♡ I hope that you & auntie Shella have found one another in heaven and are dancing together with the angels. Continue to guide me my ashaley, continue to give me strength when I want to give up & visit me soon please. I can definitely use one of your ashaley loves sillaface this much hug  :') I remember that night like it was yesterday...i love you my beautiful bestfriend. 

Aaaasssshhhhlllleeeeyyyy!! Lol! God how I miss all our great times. You know things have changed so so much this past year. Who would have ever thought huh? I just pray that you guide us. We all love you so very much. God I cannot believe that in less than two months it is going to be 5 yrs since you left us. It still feels like yesterday. Every time I hear Luke Bryan's "Drink a Beer," it reminds me of you and all the great memories. Damn, it is so crazy how things end up, and we never imagine that could ever happen or be possible. Our lives have forever changed since that dreadful day when you left us. There are so many great memories that you left me with. I will always be your C.B. or Chris Brown. Lol! You used to like the way I danced. We all always danced the night away and had a blast. No drama, no anger, just a lot of fun and happiness. Those memories will always be fresh in my heart and in my mind. From our trip to Puerto, to our Halloween nights at the OP with your guys' short short outfits....ayayayei! Me and Val always had a heart attack. :)....to the nights at Hurricanes and watching the Cowboys play even though you were a Raiders fan. Miss your fried rice, and you and Val just looking so very much in love. What I would not give to go back and at least re-live just one day. It would be so hard to choose which one bcz they were all so great. Please give me strength, please soothe my soul. Visit me in my dreams and let me know how happy and at peace you are. You are remembered and thought of daily and missed so much! You are absolutely irreplaceable. "Baby te quiero wooo wooo!" Lol our drive to Puerto and that song. Love you! See you in my dreams!

Hello my dear friend. Just thought I'd stop by and write you alittle something. As you may know, there have been many changes in our lives since you've been gone. Not a day, nor Sunday pass that we don't think of you. I hope you hear us everytime we cheer's for you...especially when "the songs" come out.  I still can't hear "i told you so" without tears falling down my face. We miss you so much Ash. What I would do to be able to hear your laugh, hold you, hug you, and just see your name come up on my phone again. I promise to NEVER forget you my dear AshAley. Everytime someone asks me what my tatoo means, I always tend to smile right before I explain to them the meaning and who you were. I love you, I love you, I love you...can't tell you enough. Till we meet again my beautiful bestfriend. xoxoxo

Love,

YOUR Scillaface.

P.s. Val is the only one allowed to call me by that name now...sounds just like the way you used to say it...<3

Ashley,

 

      Gosh girl, I miss you so much.. I can't understand why people have to go..  :( I lost you and them my aunt... It's so hard girl. I miss you and I always pray you family.. I pray that God will give them strength and to everyone that loved you so much.. You know how much you meant to me! I just miss talking to you.. I miss you friend and take care of my aunt. Give a big hug and kiss for me and to you both I LOVE YOU! 

I have so many memories of all the times we shared!!!! Laughing, crying, or just being there. I will miss making you breakfast or listening to music while you got ready for work..the countless text messages and pictures of sunsets you sent me all the time! The lazy days we use to just lay around watching movies, or you keeping me company while making dinner. The surprise and excitement you had when I made special desserts for you. My home feels so empty knowing your not bolting through the door to tell me about your day....the times we worked on the pool or the yard or around the house. I miss seeing the towels you used after washing your face and having all the eyeliner and mascara on it! I always knew when you were in a spot around the house due to all the cigarette ashes..lol I will miss you kicking back at the computer on your myspace and listening to the music you wanted to add to your play list. I am gonna miss waking you up in the morning or listening to you tell me what part of the Twilight series you were on, I am so gonna miss you dancing in the bathroom while you were getting ready to go out or the countless times you would touch up your makeup and making plans for the future. I hope and pray with all my heart that you are in heaven with all of our family members being filled with love...I know you are at peace and not in pain! I love you today and I will love you tomorrow and the next day  and the next until it is my time to join you in heaven. I can't wait to just hug you and hold you again and tell you how much I love you!!! I miss you so much Ashley! It is going to be tough to go through life without you being here. I talk to you often and I cry often.....I so miss seeing your smile or hearing your laughter or even your gripes about nonsense. I miss your dingy moments ...I just miss everything! I miss you most of all ! Our family in time will learn to cope and get through the day...it will never be the same ever !!!

 

 

 My Sister. What can I say.  I miss you.  We were supposed to grow old together, but now you're gone.  It's been so hard without you.  Mom and dad are missing you too.  I'm trying my hardest to be there for them.  Now it's up to me.  Sister you don't know how much you were loved here.  Heck at your veiwing there were sooooo many ppl there to see you.  I'm greatful you touched so many lives.  So many memories to visit and remember you sis.  Well I will see you later.  Love you sister!!!!

SHE WAS LIKE ONE OF MY DAUGHTERS I LOVED HER SO..SHE WOULD ALWAYS MAKE ME LAUGH WITH HER SILLY WORDS SHE WOULD SAY. IM SO VERY LUCKY TO HAVE HAD HER IN MY LIFE. JUST WISH I COULD OF HELP YOU MAMA. I WILL MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH MY ASHLEY. AND WILL CARRY YOU IN MY HEARTS AND THOUGHTS ALWAYS.REST IN PEACE MY ASHLEY BALLS. YOU WERE A DAUGHTER A FRIEND. AND TO ME MY "ASHLEY BALLS". MAY GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY. I LOVE YOU AND WILL MISS YOU SOOOO...

Ashley,

 

I miss you so sweetheart and the pain I feel is much more than I can take or bear!  I can only hope and pray that you truly are at peace.  I don't know what caused you such great pain that you felt this was your only way out.  I just wish I could turn back the clock and hold you, hug you, kiss you, anything to take away your pain!  You were a very special person, a beautiful woman with a great big heart, and a daughter that I was very proud of!!!  Maybe I didn't say it often enough or show it as much as you might have needed, but I would give anything to make sure you knew how much you were loved & needed!  I miss you so much sweetie, I just hope & pray I can find the strength to go on It sure won't be easy for me or anyoone else!  I feel so lost without you and I don't know what to do  I love you so much honey!!! 

she was the most caring, loving person I knew. she shared her love and kindness with everyone she knew. so happy to have had the opportunity to share a piece of her life with her and to have her in mine. may she rest in peace and god bless her family. never forgotten my friend "batman". the good memories I will always keep in my heart.